People say all the time, "Maybe you need to take some time off to find yourself".
But what does that really mean?
You've been with yourself your whole life so what exactly is it that you have to find?
And how exactly do we go about finding it?
There's no map to our emotions or any guide to our hearts.
Things just happen in our lives that bring us to the crossroads we encounter.
I want to be happy.
I want to wake up happy and smiling.
But life doesn't really work that way with me.
I don't wake up happy or smiling.
I wake up annoyed or emotional and these feelings are just there.
I don't know why my emotions regulate my life, but for as long as I can remember there have been times where I'm fine one minute and the next for no reason I'm just there.
With either no emotion or a wave of emotions crashing down.
It's weird because I don't want to be that person but when I feel that way there's nothing I can do to change my feelings.
I just have to wait for it to go away.
So now how exactly do I "find myself" if I'm not even able to sort out my own emotions and thoughts?
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